Sometimes

I wonder what life would be like if I never moved to Texas.

If I stayed at my small school, and went to the high school that had was the size of half of my senior class here. What friends would I have? Would I be this happy? What would I do without Carolyn? My best friends? Frances, Jackie, Wilbur? Jillian, Katie, Jordan, Christine, Steven, Sasha? Everyone else? Would I have ever fallen in love as I did? Would I turn into a drunkie like most of my ‘friends’ did in Jersey? A pothead? Would I be happy? Would I have gotten a car?

All I know is that Texas does make me happy, but it is time to move on.